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did I ever tell you guys that one of my relatives has came to JB? Well, I think the answer would be NOPE... ++" okay, let me introduce... here she is -- my cousin Renee, origin from Kampar, and has married to a guy from Sabah. So to be accurately, she is currently staying in Sabah with her newly-wed-husband.  does she look beautiful? hohoho... Yes, she looks more prettier after her wedding. I did attend to her wedding ceremony last November. Time flies.  the cousin was arrived in JB on couple days ago. She and her friend are gonna stay at my house for 'bout 5 days. They come here to attend a Christianity class. By coincidence, the class is conducted at the church (Holy Light) where I used to go to. Somehow it seems like Heavenly Father has sending two angels for me. They could help me in persuading the old mama to accept Lord Jesus Christ as her Savior. This is what I always asked for in my prayer. And now I am waiting for a miracle happens ( =. the cousin has a pretty ti...

what a sumptuous meal last night. Hardly we dine out together, except last night. The old mama, both of the bros, the elder bro's girlfriend, and I went to Kinsahi Japanese Restaurant to give the old mama a luxurious meal. Supposed to bring her to T.G.I. Friday's as I found western food infinitely preferable to consuming of Japanese food. Still, I let the old mama made the decision. in fact, we had ordered many main course sets, ala carte and side dishes. But my hands are too short, there were some of the dishes I could not reach to take a photo. Too bad. Kinsahi Maki @ RM19.90, a side dish I had eaten couple months ago. Food description have been given here too. Anyway, the Maki has a crusty inner layer which I have forgot to mention in the earlier post. Trust me. You would be devoured by the desire of one-fulled-bite. Big mouthful 0=. By the way, the dish was ordered by the elder bro. A rare telepathy existed between him and I last night. hohoho... Seafood Ramen , ordered...

am hungry. Waiting for the returning of old mama. She is gonna buy me some food and also the shredded coconut to cook dessert. Well, we just came back from the morning jog and exercises. Supposed to bring her to have a dim sum breakfast, who knows she wanted to buy some freshly-caught fish by the Stulang Laut seaside. So I drove her there. Due to the fishy smell, we came back home directly without having the breakfast. alright, she is finally back. Guess what she bought for me. One of my dread dish, i.e. Mee Rebus . why am I so scared of Mee Rebus ? Years ago, after ate the most renowned Mee Rebus , I fell sick. Since then, I dare not to try Mee Rebus anymore. However there is no way to escape today. I have to finish the Mee Rebus as the old mama does not know that I used to anti it. And 'course I finished the food just now. Anyhow, no comments 'bout the taste-wise will be given. hmmm... well, today is a big day for old mama. Happy Birthday, Lou Ma Ji will celebrate her birt...

a typical human who cannot work under stress, so she decided to give herself a break yesterday. A day for her, she herself. Run away from the load of work. To breath freely. no doubt about it. I was the one who tried to escape temporarily from the circumstance I am currently in now. Somehow I had completed 2 of the Maktab 's assignments, and there are numbers still awaiting for me. As a part time learner, I am struggling in managing the time. To cope with the work and studies wisely. it had been weeks I never jog. So, went to jog with Pei Fang yesterday morning at 0700 hour. Then we had the breakfast together after the jog. At around 1130 hour, the elder brother drove Tze Wei and I to the Sultan Iskandar Custom, Immigration and Quarantine Complex . Yeah, I was off to S'pore again. That was definitely the first time I walked into the building. It is so beautiful inside, especially in the night, when all the lightings are on. Wow, that is Johor new custom. Much much much huge and...

it was not my first time entering into S'pore, but it was definitely my first time entering into S'pore via the new custom building, i.e. Sultan Iskandar Customs, Immigration and Quarantine Complex . Huge and yet complicated. I think there must be plethora of people have been given their remarks 'bout the traffic and condition of new custom building. So I am not going to give any further explaination as well as the public shares the same ideas with me ++". However to whom wants to know more may log on to this website . went to S'pore for a mission i.e. to bring the 17-year-old cousin to check in his hostel which is located at Parry Hall, S'pore. Hmmm... after a deep thought, there is no photo of him would be uploaded in this bloggie in order to protect his privacy. the cousin was arrived at Larkin's passenger terminal at around 1730 hour, on Tuesday evening. Thanks Low. He had been giving a helping hand in fetching the cousin with me. with a heavy luggage, ...

2008, 17th August 41st UTM Convocation 肺腑之言 热切期盼的日子终于到来。。。那一刻的心情却比想象中来的平静。少了感动的泪水，多了少有的沉着冷静，也许是等了太久，激动的情绪早已随着时间渐渐淡去。看着身上披着陈旧黑色外套，脚穿破旧黑鞋的兄长，与其他衣着靓丽的同届毕业生相比下，他就犹如一名古代穷书生，我们能给他的，也似乎谨此而已。 坐在礼堂内，望着成群的毕业生，我不禁幻想两年后的我是否也能顺利地穿上毕业服，戴上四方帽，骄傲地从颁奖人手上领过毕业证书，真正展开我的人生旅途。不为他人而活，只为自己生存，抛开家中大家长的身份，做一次自私鬼。 当天早晨的天气还算不错，每个人的脸上都带着笑容，老妈子也不例外。她没我想象中笑得合不拢嘴，但表情也难掩她内心深处的喜悦。瞧她买束花都没法拿定主意的样子，便知道了。 兄长终于毕业了！

good to know that the younger bro is gonna discharge. And glad to know that he is fully-recovered~!! What a sarcastic~!! The way he spoke to me and the old mama was really pissed me off. Completely different with the pitiful voice on couple days ago. As the old mama, elder bro and I were thinking the way to borrow a van to drive him back to home from Kulai, the younger bro's arrogant and impolite way of speaking was truly and completely annoying me. The revealing of the real him. Yeah, that is HIM . The reason why I said that he is fully-recovered. obviously, I am not a good-tempered person as the elder bro is. In other words, there is no way to expect me to endure such of unreasonable demands~!! Okay, I am not going to talk 'bout the details. The fact is that the younger bro was simply too much on his speech when we were killing our brain cells to think of a best way to bring him home. We did not ask him to appreaciate on what we have done to him, but at least do not acted lik...

"Jie, I'm off to Kulai now..." a trembled voice came from the younger bro in the evening. Yeah, he was giving me a phone call right before the tranference to Kulai general hospital. Something was missing. The old mama was not with him at the moment. The matter of timing, I should say... well, he was in pain and cried while answered my phone call. And I am not going to tell the old mama 'bout it. Hard to imagine how a 20-year-old teenager could endure all the toughness during the more-or-less-2-hours-long journey alone. The feels of numbness are all over my heart now. Cannot even shed a single tear in front of the old mama, in case she will be more depressed. But I do feel like the heart is bleeding, seriously bleeding. though the elder bro had visited the younger bro right after the work, yet it did not calm me down. I have to chill up myself now. may God... cease the tears of younger bro in the late of night. console his soul as we are not with him now. minimize the...

it seems to be getting harder to take a deep breath. The younger bro will be sent to Kulai general hospital tomorrow. Why? He is going to have an operation at there, on coming Tuesday. Where is Kulai general hospital, by the way? I do not know. But something for sure is that it is much more farer than the elder bro's current workplace, Senai. harder for us to pay him a visit. Anyway, we are simply cannot change it as that is the decision of doctor. But should I be happy with that kinda decision? At least the younger bro does not need to wait anymore since the operation rooms in Hospital Sultanah Aminah are all booked. another night the old mama had skipped her dinner. Another night she is having a severe headache. Another tough day for her. though the life would be hard in future, still..... IT FEELS GREAT TO BE ALIVE~!!

days ago, I was soaking myself in the atmosphere of preparing the final examination for the second semester of this year. That explains why I did not update the bloggie at all during the period. However, soaking myself in the atmosphere of preparing the final examination does not mean that I had buried myself in the mountain of books. Instead, in most of the time, I was occupied by the never-ending work. So I should say, I did a bloody hell terribly performance in the semester. supposed to share my recent happiness since the semester has finally ended. Planned to watch the most wanted movie -- Red Cliff, tonight. however, the plan has to be delayed as the younger bro is currently in hospitalization. He was knocked down from the motorcycle by a car last night. As the back seat rider, his left femur is fractured caused by the accident. Same with the old mama, the doctor has to put in and screw a device in order to reconnect the fractured bone via the surgery. And I used to name the devic...

Day 3, 13rd June 2008 it was the last day in Kampar. The old mama and I had to come back to JB since she had to work and I had a tutorial on two days later. basically, nothing much we did on that day. On the morning, the Uncle Long brought us to have our breakfast. It was a dim sum restaurant. Well, if you have the chance to travel in Perak, you must try one of the famous local delicacies, dim sum . They are completely different with JB's, and of course much more tastier~!! I love the ha gao aka prawn dumplings very much, as the fresh shrimps are provided and of course the price is that cheap. after the breakfast, we went to Big Aunt's house. Uncle Apollo and Aunt Kam did come along too, with her little grandson. It was like an elders gathering. So I turned to be a temporary nanny of the child. we spent hours at there and returned back to Uncle Long's house on the evening. Then we packed our luggages. Soon, time to leave. The Cousin Karen and her boyfriend brought us to h...

Day 2, 12nd June 2008 woke up at around 6.30am. That was the wedding day. I had been told to get myself well-prepared before 8am, 'cuz they might need my help on that day. It was just 7.30am after I had cleaned up myself. So the Cousin Frankie suggested to bring me to have breakfast, by motorcycle. Well, he is only 17-year-old motorcyclist who owns a P license. Though it was not the first time I rode on the motorcycle, but I was still in fear. Unlike the 4-wheels vehicles, a little bit of strength on pressing the accelator of motorcycle could make the vehicle moves at an extremely high speed. Moreover, the Cousin Frankie and I were not wearing the helmets. So I was just oh my God -ing until we reached the destination. And his well-ironed shirt was creased by my tightly grabbed-hold of his shoulder. I have self-awareness of eating too slow, I did not place any order. Instead, I was shared the breakfast with him. We had a limited of time in enjoying our breakfast as we had to go back...

Day 1, 11st June 2008 it had been 2 years I did not meet anyone of them... And the story will be started from the night old mama and I departed to her hometown, Kampar. First and foremost, it was the third day after the school holidays. Some cheating skills were needed in order to ask for permission to on leave. well, I did not sleep well in the bus. Worried 'bout the old mama's leg. That was the very first time of travelling after the femur operation. The bus was spoilt when we were just arrived Tanjung Malim, somewhere near to our destination indeed. And 'cuz of it, I had the chance to admire the morning scenery in Perak. We were finally reached Kampar at around 7.30am. The uncle picked us up and brought us to have our breakfast. Yeah, 2 years later, I had at last paid a visit at the familiar place, Kampar where it is a town without any trace of traffic lights. needless to say, I have to introduce some local delicacies, by the way. On that morning, the uncle brought us to...

the 58-year-old mama has to work on this special day. No holiday for her. 12 working hours, daily. Weeks ago, she started rant to me. She is tired. She needs rest. I wish I could help her, but she refused my aid. Somehow, I knew the reason, 'cuz I am a girl... Could not remember the exact year she works as a receptionist in the Golden Court Hotel. 5 or 6 years ago? or 7? Since then, she is hardly to go out with us. Hardly have the chance to chat with us. Hardly have the time to spend with us, and the most sarcastically fact is that we are living under the same roof till now. 2006, 30th Sept. The 58-year-old mama broke her femur. Stayed in the hospital for 2 months. With the aids of church-mates, she came back home in Dec. There was a morning when she woke up, she tried to unlock the door, but she fell down in the end. She cried. And I witnessed it while I was helping her to stand up again. The very first time I felt that she was helpless... After the operation, she begins to deal w...

hardly to believe the bro has to attend his tutorial on this Labor Day. And it is harder to believe the bro is bloody hell good in putting an act. Last night, the younger bro was strictly lectured by him as the younger bro was using his personal computer to play DOTA. Well, I have to declare something here before I continue the story. As the bro was busy in his graduate thesis which is actually an IT project, it is seriously discourage to use his personal computer. When the time the bro saw the younger bro was playing DOTA by using his computer, the war began~!! soft-tempered bro V.S. hot-tempered younger bro I used to know the bro is a soft-tempered person. Seldom he shows his emotion on the face, moreover to get annoyed. But last night, he was irritated against the younger bro and showed his intolerant over what the younger bro had done, by saying that " I spent almost a year to process it, how could you just simply vanished it when you are knowing nothing at all? " Right...