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Thirst is defined many ways, with the most literal definition being the subject of any of those classic scenes where the protagonist is in a desert and seeks an oasis of water to save their lives. oh yes, it happened again. I totally stopped blogging for a few months. I sort of go through this kinda thing so often, and have for the past year or so. Sometime it is simply life getting hectic, sometimes it is me forgetting or just unable to, and sometime I have just been plain slacky, you see. I think, however, that all of these point to something that I myself struggle with at times, and that is what I define it as "thirst for blogging". And here, I talk 'bout THIRST as an intense desire to have or do something. I used to blog on a regular basis. That said, my blogging thirst can vary from day to day, week to week, even by months or years. Truth to be told, staying thirsty is not easy, particularly you never want to be like this. I definitely have had...

it has been more than a year I did not voice out the inner feeling of myself. Weird and odd indeed. Every thing seems to be hidden depth inside the heart and the soul. Who knows what am I thinking or worrying of all these while? Happy Lunar New Year...!! the very first entry in year 2014. what am I expecting for after a long period of resting and abandoning this 'lil bloggie? are you there, my faithful readers? truth to be told, bloggie seems to be a platform or a channel for me to shout out the thoughts of my mind. On the contrary, I failed to express myself in speeches. How sadly it is. not going to make any promises of updating this bloggie occasionally. It is a tough job indeed. But... I would like to seek back the old interests of mine. To brighten up my life. To inspire or enlighten the current circumstance. Oh well... I am not sick of life, sincerely. But the urge of seeking a meaningful life is freaking strong. And it makes me wanna do it now. That is why I am ...

15 minutes to go, before we approach to another grand new day. Yes, Thursday is coming soon. Time nor tide waits no man. It seems like the holidays are going to be ended soon but still, there are so many incomplete to-be-accomplished-tasks awaiting for me to complete with. hmmm... let us have a summary of what I had been done over the past few days. 15 August, Wed I guess I was too delighted as I could not remember what I had actually done that day, after the school. But I remember clearly that I went out yum cha with Mr. Kenny T. at night. Had a nice chat with him. =D 16 August, Thurs had a substituted tuition class in the morning and another tuition class in the evening. But what was I doing that night? Could not remember again. ++" Am I suffering from a short term loss of memory? 17 August, Fri same as Thursday. Had a substituted tuition class in the morning. The travel-mates-to-be aka colleagues came to my house at around 3pm to print out some personal docu...

half an hour before I hit the hay. Am decided to write in order to calm my thought. Yeah, say No More to the seemingly never-ending work. I need some rest, mentally. As the school holidays approaches, the impetus of having a real good rest is so strong.  too much to share. But have no idea where to start with. How self-contradictory I am. Well... my sleeping eyes are partially open right now.  good night, readers. 

feels sucks. woke up with a moody feeling. Is it a pre-returning-maktab-syndrome? Or 'cuz of some other silly reasons? God knows. went to SMK Infant Jesus Convent yesterday. To attend to a Teacher's Day-fellowship which was organized by the school. It was a 'lil surprise to meet the secondary school History teacher, Mdm K.J. Mary there. And 2 SMTP's teachers as well. Mdm K.J. Mary was the orator of fellowship. Inspirational speeches were coming out from her mouth. 'course most of them are the Words of God. "do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe." Philipians 2:14-15 YES! Do everything without complaining or arguing. But it seems too difficult for us to reach it. All of us are the sinners. We point out people's mistakes easily and find it so hard to reflect our own mist...

what a rainy day. It ruined my plan. Yeah, it was.  I planned to jog this evening. But thank to the rain, I got the chance to take a nap instead of jog. Hohoho... frankly speaking, the urge of jogging is freaking strong recently. The very last time I went for a jog was 'bout half a year ago. At Taman Sultan which is currently closed for public. No doubt. It has been half a year. Could you imagine how badly I miss the greenish land, blueish sky, fresher air? That explains why I try so hard to reduce my workload, particularly after my practicum period. Thank God for letting me realize that the quality of life is much more important than money before I completely become a money-slave. I am not that materialistic person. Money is important, but it does not mean everything to me. Take note. hohoho... oh yeah, not to forget... I am here to revive this bloggie as well. =D decisions have been made. It is all 'bout actions. And also the attitude and the urge of CHANG...

I have a dream. To blog every night, right before I go to bed. To finish all my work before the day ends. To read some books before I sleep. To jog on the greenish field, breath in the freshest air. To have a quality time spend with my family and friends. I have a dream. To lead a better life. To simplify my life.

Google Inc. is pleased to offer you a job as a Customer Solutions Engineer. We trust that your knowledge and skills will be among our most valuable assets. yes! yes! yes! it is a Google mail. Found in my mailbox in this evening. When I back from tuition class. All the way from Hong Kong. God knows how madly I am in love with Google. That explains why I was nearly scream like hell when I saw the 6 colorful alphabet letters on the envelope. however what has written in the letter is not what has stated above. It was a thank you gift from Google. in fact I dreamed of having a job in Google and I always do. It could be a dream but I know dream may come true one day. Who knows?!

by glancing at the title of this post, obviously it tells that the teacher training college has changed its name to Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia Kampus Temenggong Ibrahim (IPGM-KTI). was sitting for the exam of semester yesterday. Have a faith of passing the exam, somehow. Hope to complete the course as soon as possible, but at the same time I am deeply knowing that the holidays were fully occupied by the training courses. It makes my life so meaningful. I cannot imagine how bored the holidays would be if the training is completed. Oh dear... how self-contradiction it is. anyway, there is something we can never deny. Time flies. This is the third year of the training. One more year to complete it. Things are going better after I made myself a promise that to get used to the life there. Was compelling myself to be more friendly to the others and most importantly, smile more. Hence here comes the result sheet. I think I have survived from it and am fairly satisfied with the outcom...

cautious! This is a christianity-post. However you, as the reader, can rest assured since I am not going to preach the gospel (although I feel like to). Christians like to share short stories. I am included as well. have involved myself in a christianity-group recently. I would like to call it as churchees instead of the Young Working Adult Group.  was performing couple weeks ago. Praise to the Lord. was having a Chinese New Year steamboat feast last week. Bloody enjoyable. this is a big family. Started to love it. I feel good to be a Christian and lead my life christianity. O Lord... thanks for being with me all these while.

bid farewell to the unproductive year 2010. And welcome to the new year 2011. I know that it sounds lame to say so on the seventh day of the year. was glanced at the total amount of entries I had posted last year. Shocked. 26 posts altogether. It is the least posted entries since year 2008. How did I make it?! Anyway it does not matter anymore. As long as I can make sure that the same old problem will not occur again in this year. most of the countries as well as certain states in M'sia were having a holiday on the first day of new year. However Johor was excluded. Until now, I still cannot figure out the reason of not having holiday as other states and countries did. And due to the reason of not having holiday, I had to work on the very first day of new year. Sounded pathetic to me. however God is always with me. He knew how unwilling I was to work on that day, so He made me a compensation. A small gathering with Nico and Jin. that was a small gathering indeed. It involved th...

what a day... came back so early from Maktab. It makes me feel like to write. Yeah, write. Something I wish that I could do it everyday. Share all my thoughts and opinions. To neutralize my thinking. I shall say... my brain cells are too active in having penny of thoughts.  frankly speaking, I had been written a post last night. However an error occurred which made my post unable to upload successfully. Perhaps it was coincidence or the work of Heavenly Father, the English test which had been conducted in this morning, was slightly related with the content I wrote last night. someday the rose might wilt. Nothing is going to be everlasting, except the love we have in the depth of our hearts. Love conquers all. that is my answer for a question that requested us to give our personal response based on a poem. yeah, love conquers all. the idea comes from the Vampire Diaries. A new American drama series which I am addicted to recently. have you ever thought that there would be...

wow... is it a monthly anniversary for not updating the bloggie? Should I celebrate it? It is utterly sarcastic. Leading a hectic life is so DIS-GUST-ING. dudes and babes, one obvious thing to be pondered is whether you guys are missing my post. To me, I am kinda missing the days of blogging. And I am so afraid that I might lose it in the progress of turning myself into a full-time worker. Life is cruel. so much to be shared. So much to be talked 'bout. So much to be criticized. this is the very first time I had never write a single post in a month. That is an abnormal phenomenon. And 'course, I hate of being like that. 3 or 4 years ago, a lady praised the bloggers in salute. " I can't imagine that they are still able to blog... ", she said. I was surprised of the speech. In my mind, " what's the big deal of blogging? Need to be so respect meh...??! " Till now, only I realized that what she said actually make sense. Perhaps I am yet good at manag...

today is Good Friday. how I wish I could be at home and stay away from the work. A day like this... supposes to be the day to stay at home and revise what the Son of God has done for us. His commandment to us after He is gone -- LOVE ONE ANOTHER . on this Good Friday, most of the Christians remember a man who changed all of history by dying on the cross, a vulnerable, unadorned man. In fact, the very Son of God had made His way to a broken and wounded world. He chose to live with among people that did not understand Him at all. And in the end, He was humiliated and wounded for our transgressions and even crucified on the cross for our iniquities. Yeah, He did a choice. He could of taken himself off that cross at any given time. However, he chose not to. He chose to be vulnerable, exposed, and powerless. But three days later, he was rose from death after the crucifixion. Jesus the Good Shepherd who emptied himself on Friday to give us eternal victory on Sunday....

how many of you took part in the Earth Hour campaign? Well my answer will be partly-participated. At least I did shut down the computer and turned off some lights in the house at 2030 hour sharp. How 'bout you? to me, the Heavenly Father has given us a precious gem. And we know, all of us know that the gem is so unique in the entire universe. Simply irreplaceable. You can never find a substituter. Yeah, it is the Earth. The one and only. Looks glamorous than any other planets. Take your time in watching the video  if you are not in a hurry at all. Try to understand the Earth. See what exactly She has done for us. And realize how cruelty we are in hurting and harming Her all these while. I love the Earth. My home. There is nowhere better than here. There are plethora of treasures I have found in here. And now... it comes to the time we have to return something for Her, instead of asking for more. We shall be thankful for having that much. Try to change our lifestyle for the E...

I am not sure whether if I have a number of faithful readers. But I am fairly sure that I would gradually losing my readers if I do not update my post anymore. obviously before this, most of the time was occupied by work and tasks. Finally I got myself a chance to take a breather now. Wanted to jog just now. But it ended up shopping with old mama.  I should get myself closer to the nature. Life is too hard for me. It always does. Nay, it makes me feel like to run away from reality so badly. Note, I am only a human... hmmm... well, I should stop yammering on, particularly when it is gonna have no changes after all. It is time to be in bed. Story will be continued on tomorrow... See ya my faithful readers.

look! I think I could explain what makes people love Gossip Girl that much. It is awesome. I had finished watching its season 1 (18 episodes) in less than a week time. Well, I have to admit that I am totally under the Gossip Girl 's spells now. Those characters are all bloody charming and gorgeous. I wish to be like any one of them. Does it consider as a Lunar New Year wish? ~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~ recently, I was kinda busy in my work. Apparently the tight schedule had exactly wore me out. And I just simply cannot kick the habit of having the lunch at around 3 to 4 o'clock. Well, I have no intention of being like that. God knows I am forced to do so.  by the way, just wanna let you guys to know, I am gonna having an utterly different Lunar New Year. The old neighbors have moved out and new neighbors have moved in. And the new neighbors are freaks. They were burning something in the middle of night (just now). Or perhaps they were playing around with their SMOKY f...

I cannot believe the holidays is nearly at an end, and today is the last day of year 2009; time flies. as this will be the last post for year 2009, I have decided to reminisce and compile a list of best and worst parts of my life in this year. MOST TRAVELS IN A YEAR   1.   Endau Rompin Summerset Resorts after checked the previous posts, only then realized that I write nothing 'bout the Endau Rompin Summerset Resorts trip. Well, just put it in a simple way, the trip was not fun. Tourists are required to pay for all the activities they wanted to conduct. And they are not cheap. Swimming is the only free-of-charge activity.  2 .   Titi Eco Farm 3.   Pulau Ubin 4.   Batu Cave 5.   Kek Lok Si Temple 6.   Reclining Buddha 7.   Myanmar Temple 8.   Cameron Highlands 9.   Haji Lane, S'pore 10.   Little India TORTURED MAIDEN CAMP camping, sometimes, could be fun or vice versa. Thi...