feels sucks.
woke up with a moody feeling. Is it a pre-returning-maktab-syndrome? Or 'cuz of some other silly reasons? God knows.
went to SMK Infant Jesus Convent yesterday. To attend to a Teacher's Day-fellowship which was organized by the school. It was a 'lil surprise to meet the secondary school History teacher, Mdm K.J. Mary there. And 2 SMTP's teachers as well. Mdm K.J. Mary was the orator of fellowship. Inspirational speeches were coming out from her mouth. 'course most of them are the Words of God.
"do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe."Philipians 2:14-15
YES! Do everything without complaining or arguing. But it seems too difficult for us to reach it. All of us are the sinners. We point out people's mistakes easily and find it so hard to reflect our own mistakes. We always overlook the mistakes we have made and try to cover ourselves with plethora of excuses. Again, we are the sinners. Apparently imperfect.
I pasted the same picture on the shelf in front of me at my workplace in order to remind myself that I shall "shine like the stars in the universe". However I failed umpteen times. I complaint. I argued. I probed. I forgot that I am the living testimonial of Jesus and God. I shall do as what They taught us in the Words, but not follow my heart and desire.
Oh Heavenly Father and Lord Jesus, forgive me that I am a sinner and I always be.
there must have a change. 'cuz attitude does matter...
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