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could feeling the numbness all over my right wrist. The dislocated disc does not really moving back to its original place. Well, it is obvious that I was carried something heavy just now. And it did make my hand feel horrible right now. How could a disc be dislocated that easy?! ~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~ went to watch the movie Red Cliff last night. Seriously disappointed against the movie. Regardless of the characters or the story, none of them had reach my expectation. Utterly disappointed,. And the worst thing is that the movie is to be released in 2 parts totaling 4 hours in length, with the first part premiering in July 2008 and the second in January 2009. Hmmm... It is well known that The Battle of Red Cliff is one of the few popular battles in the historical novel The Romance of Three Kingdoms. There were numbers of historical events which I supposed to be shown in part 1 since the story of The Battle of Red Cliff is really much to talk. For examples, Zhuge ...

somehow four eyes do not see more than two. I used to think that the logo of Nuffnang is a giraffe. Couple days ago, only I realized that it is actually a human head who is shouting. ++" Anyway, that is not my main topic of the post. ~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~ another hectic day. Time flies as most of the time have been occupied by the work. And I think it is 'bout the time to slow down my paces, in order to think of some better ways to enrich my life. I suppose. So the very first step of doing it should be, re-schedule my daily timetable. Time to read, time to work, time to rock, ...etc. Time waits no tide. Feeling that I have running out of time in doing plethora of things. Every second counts, ain't it?

did I ever mention that I have to work out with my workplace official website ? Hmmm... if not, I am going to tell you now, it is a bloody hell difficult job to build the website in Malay. Oh Geez... my Malay writing sucks, I must say. As Nee has already back to his hometown, Sarawak, I have to take over the job, i.e. web publishing. Okay, I have to admit that there is a motive behind the job. I am not schemed to harm anyone, by the way. But just I have to make sure that my employer does need my existence all the time. At least before I am going to graduate in 2 years later. The thoughtful Nee is one of the few whom fully understood my circumstance, that is why he is willing to help me by giving the task to me. And I have to carry on his undone job. although I have the basic knowledge of web publishing, but it seems like I am just not pro enough to build a website. Hmmm... I need to explore more and I think it is what we called experiencing and learning , aint't it? Practice makes ...

hmmm... few of the previous posts were all 'bout the younger bro. Thanks to all whom had showed their concerns over his condition. Well, I am now here to end of his stories. Not going to talk 'bout him anymore. By the way, a proverb to describe his recent attitude, i.e. a leopard cannot change its spots. ****************************** the cousin Karen and her husband-to-be are begin to learn to be entrepreneurs. Her newly online shopping website -- SoulClose is now publicity. And of course I am here to promote her website. according to her, SoulClose is delicated to all the babes. And I think it would be a good news to the babes whom likes shopping, particularly in online purchasing. Obviously it is a newly-established business and they are trying to increase the markets. No harm to log on the website. Do place your order if there is any product you are liking.

good to know that the younger bro is gonna discharge. And glad to know that he is fully-recovered~!! What a sarcastic~!! The way he spoke to me and the old mama was really pissed me off. Completely different with the pitiful voice on couple days ago. As the old mama, elder bro and I were thinking the way to borrow a van to drive him back to home from Kulai, the younger bro's arrogant and impolite way of speaking was truly and completely annoying me. The revealing of the real him. Yeah, that is HIM . The reason why I said that he is fully-recovered. obviously, I am not a good-tempered person as the elder bro is. In other words, there is no way to expect me to endure such of unreasonable demands~!! Okay, I am not going to talk 'bout the details. The fact is that the younger bro was simply too much on his speech when we were killing our brain cells to think of a best way to bring him home. We did not ask him to appreaciate on what we have done to him, but at least do not acted lik...

"Jie, I'm off to Kulai now..." a trembled voice came from the younger bro in the evening. Yeah, he was giving me a phone call right before the tranference to Kulai general hospital. Something was missing. The old mama was not with him at the moment. The matter of timing, I should say... well, he was in pain and cried while answered my phone call. And I am not going to tell the old mama 'bout it. Hard to imagine how a 20-year-old teenager could endure all the toughness during the more-or-less-2-hours-long journey alone. The feels of numbness are all over my heart now. Cannot even shed a single tear in front of the old mama, in case she will be more depressed. But I do feel like the heart is bleeding, seriously bleeding. though the elder bro had visited the younger bro right after the work, yet it did not calm me down. I have to chill up myself now. may God... cease the tears of younger bro in the late of night. console his soul as we are not with him now. minimize the...

it seems to be getting harder to take a deep breath. The younger bro will be sent to Kulai general hospital tomorrow. Why? He is going to have an operation at there, on coming Tuesday. Where is Kulai general hospital, by the way? I do not know. But something for sure is that it is much more farer than the elder bro's current workplace, Senai. harder for us to pay him a visit. Anyway, we are simply cannot change it as that is the decision of doctor. But should I be happy with that kinda decision? At least the younger bro does not need to wait anymore since the operation rooms in Hospital Sultanah Aminah are all booked. another night the old mama had skipped her dinner. Another night she is having a severe headache. Another tough day for her. though the life would be hard in future, still..... IT FEELS GREAT TO BE ALIVE~!!

days ago, I was soaking myself in the atmosphere of preparing the final examination for the second semester of this year. That explains why I did not update the bloggie at all during the period. However, soaking myself in the atmosphere of preparing the final examination does not mean that I had buried myself in the mountain of books. Instead, in most of the time, I was occupied by the never-ending work. So I should say, I did a bloody hell terribly performance in the semester. supposed to share my recent happiness since the semester has finally ended. Planned to watch the most wanted movie -- Red Cliff, tonight. however, the plan has to be delayed as the younger bro is currently in hospitalization. He was knocked down from the motorcycle by a car last night. As the back seat rider, his left femur is fractured caused by the accident. Same with the old mama, the doctor has to put in and screw a device in order to reconnect the fractured bone via the surgery. And I used to name the devic...

29th June 2008 I had to work on the morning. It was Hari Terbuka , i.e. a day the parents have to come to school and meet the teachers, in order to get the report cards. It was started at around 8am. Supposed to have a break at around 10am, but the situation was not allowed me to do so. The parents were so desperated to take the report cards. And I was like a talking machine, kept talking from 8am till the very last parents had left. It was at around 1pm, and I did not have a single opportunity to drink within the 5 hours. after the Hari Terbuka , I was rushed back to home and cleaned up myself for the S'pore trip. When all the things were done, it was at around 3pm. Ming Shing and I planned to go to Night Safari, S'pore River Cruise, and Chinatown Heritage Centre. But in the end, we went to the S'pore largest recreational park - East Coast Park . The East Coast Park (Chinese: 东海岸公园; Malay: Taman Pantai Timur) is a beach park located on the southeastern coast of Singapore. ...

the assignment session had finally passed. Buried myself into the works of assignments had made me sick with flu. Never ever do the assignments at the very last minute anymore. The most important moral value I have had learnt from the incident. Accompanied with the severe fever, headache, coughing, sore throat, and catch cold, and even absent to Marcus's birthday party, I had completed the assignments at the midnight. Gotten myself more fury when the printer was failed to print out anything. And I was just unable to do anything, so I went to sleep immediately since I was seriously feeling unwell. Luckily, the neighbour-cum-Pelangian, Tze Wei is not away to S'pore yet, so went to his house to print out my assignments just now. due to the unavoidable illness, I have absent for today's tutorials again. I drove back to home right after I had submitted the assignments. Anyway, I am feeling much more better. And that is why I am here to blogging. by the way, except the incident o...

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