.:: m0n pEt!t ::.

hmmm... I have a little bit nervous right now. Just checked out my last semester exam results via the university official website. The worst results I have ever get. Worst still, there is a subject "still in processing" and another extra-added-up subject "missing", ++" I will or probably I have started losing my confidence gradually. I am scared, not 'cuz of the poor results. At least, I still believe they are considered moderate, as they are not the best anymore. To be rather honest, I am scared of losing the Anugerah Cemerlang. Under the current circumstance, I am simply cannot fail in any of my attempts. To me, every single failure is costly. I do not afford to pay the price, so my family does. That is why I could not rely on them. Anyway, I have got myself 100% mentally prepared to accept the worst situation, just in case I really miss the goal this time. Still, wishing for having the CGPA3.67 or above for the last semester. May God Blesses Me with All ...

we do not need the best atmosphere of dining venue. Instead, we always ask for the appetizing food. Once again, the food hunters aka Pelangians were set out on the Saturday night, to hunt for the delicacies. And the theme of hunting was SEAFOOD . Hmmm... yummy yummy~!! Taman Perling, a place I am familiar with..., only for the routes to Berjaya driving centre. ++" Never thought that we could actually find a seafood restaurant like THIS in Taman Perling. Worst still, it was a long journey and not to forget, scary as well. There is a path which street lamps are unavailable. Bushes and trees are found along the path. Exactly like a scary movie scene. ++" well, note that the night is worse than this. since the restaurant is considered located in a suburb to me, I was surprised to see those S'pore cars at the place, especially when we came to the wrong direction/restaurant which is located just beside the exact venue. Ah Lam is actually beside Asli ++" there was no more t...

the alarm rang at 5.25am. Since then, I was simply laid down on the bed tiredly. Hmmm... this is the very first day of holidays. 2 weeks of holidays, how am I going to spend it? ZH did asked me the same question yesterday. Basically, I think it will not be boring since there are many exam papers which awaiting for me to mark it. At the same time, my new semester will be started on 1st June and there are 2 assignments which I have to complete it as fast as possible. as the holidays approaches, the Joggers-cum-colleagues are going back to their hometowns. However, one of the Jogger may not come back here again after the holidays. Well, as his colleague, he and I received the news yesterday, right before we returned back to home. His application of returning to his hometown, Sarawak has been approved. In the car, he was so happy of it. Frankly speaking, I do feel happy for him 'cuz his wish is finally come true. But I do feel sad too 'cuz of the parting. Hmmm... people always say,...

m0n pEt!t's To-Do-List finish reading the Holy Bible -- Revelation part upgrade my english level remove the cotton tree hunt a big box in order to keep my books simply have a trip to S'pore sing K jogging re-watch The Passion of The Christ haircutting supposed to have a haircut on tomorrow evening, but I did it today. Kinda contented with the current shorter hair. I will probably take some photos of it later. There is always an opportunity. well, have much of things want to share. However, do not know where to start with. Anyway, someone is going to leave me. Somehow, the current mood is not that good by the way. For sure I will miss him for some days. Hmmm... be the sorrow angel under the lonely moonlight, in such a silent night...

less than 72 hours to welcome my another holidays. ++" Anyway, I prefer the coming holidays than this semester break. Needless to say, who does not like the day when you do not need to work? hohoho... ( = By the way, my new semester will be started on 1st June. And the assignment questions have been printed out few days ago. Hmmm... will study hard for coming semester too, since I would like to enjoy the benefit by having the fee waived. Oh yeah, since my fee is waived from the coming semester until the day I fail to maintain my results ( choiii... touchwood~!! ), mostly I will refund the fee which I have actually paid to the university, in order to buy a new digital camera. hohoho... Guess what, I have strong feel of DREAM COMES TRUE . =D got the photo which was taken on the Teacher's Day, found that my face is actually in round shape. ++" Well, I have spent some time in front of the mirror to observe the shape of my face, almost everyday. Why? Just to make sure I will f...

临睡前 想做一个忍了很久的独白。。。 又或者是 临睡前的告解 我变了 在社会沉沦了三年的我 。。。。。变了 在这三年走来的光景 都在脚步下留下了我变了的鞋迹 鞋迹能够被磨蚀去 我却无法变回最原始的自己 我变了 没有了从前逛街购物的冲动 没有了从前好管闲事的念头 没有了从前喜爱出外的好动 没有了从前爱出风头的举动 就连玩个MSN 也变得不想与人沟通 。。。。。变了 就像在巧克力上洒下咖啡粉一样 全变了个味 不是吗？ 现在 有事没事 就拿“理性”作为话题的内容 有事没事 就搞点自闭、心情低落的小动作 有事没事 就呆在家里面壁思过 在高三朋友的聚会中 话题明显少了很多 互动也变得生疏了许多 之间的距离仿佛被拉开了许多 是地理的关系 还是我变得太多？ 变得她们无所适从 话不投机三句多 圈子不同 理念不同 他们终究不是那群能够聊到通宵三点的老朋友 坚硬的石头 也会在恒久的水滴下多了个洞 莫叹脆弱的人心在大环境的蹂躏下 变得更加软弱 语毕 静待下章

it is 0017. I do not intend to stay up late. Moreover, I am sleepy right now. However, the current weather is merely too hot for me to get into bed. So hot... Every single body movement could make me sweat like hell. ++" How to get myself chill?