woke up at 11 a.m. which is 58 minutes ago ++". Sitting in front of the computer monitor as usual. Rain is still keep falling down since 8 a.m.. Today is the second day of my holidays. Not going to do anything as I did not plan it. Yet, the brain is not going to rest. I still need it to figure out the CHANGING ISSUE which has had troubled me in this entire week.
"why change?", NingKang asked. Then I replied him, "do you think it is controllable?" After that, both of us ended the conversation in an embarrassment circumstance as two of us were speechless at the time.
the most constant element exists in the world is CHANGE. I know it and I am pretty sure that all of us knew it. However, the fact is that I dread of changing. Meanwhile, it is uncontrollable. The irony of life, ain't it?
people do change, included I myself. The only thing we could identified is that how much we have changed. Changed to be better, or vice versa. Well, friends... we could not deny that the cruelty environment has changed me gradually. However, in these changing progress, I have to make sure that I am not following the steps of those baddies whoever came into my life and turn myself into an evil form too. Geez. A battle between the angel and devil.
hmmm... we should not have a bloody serious discussed topic in such a wonderful morning. Let me forget that I am a teacher after I leave the classroom. Let me be a humble life-learner all the time. Really, I do not want to be under the spell when someone is trapped into it. It is utterly detestable.
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yesterday, found an interesting ocean creature in YouTube. Praise to the almighty Heavenly Father. Hallelujah~~.
it looks adorable, ain't it? No doubt it is a fish, i.e. Mexican Walking Fish or also known as Axolotl. I am not sure whether if it can really walk, but according to the video, it uses its legs to swim (like a small size of crocodile) instead of fins (in fact I couldn't find its fin ++") or tail. And it has its gill over the head. My goodness. hohoho...
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