Of Introspection 2007

"You change your phone more often than your socks, you upgrade your computer software constantly, redo your wardrobe by the season, and probably even trade in your car at least once every five or so years. But when was the last time you overhauled yourself?"

~ Upgrade Yourself, Reader Digest' Jan 08

sentences I've cited from an article of Reader Digest...

it's totally a new fresh start. Bid an au revoir to year 2007 as we, the Pelangian held a mini welcoming BBQ fiesta to witness the end of year 2007. 5 years ago, we stood at the Stulang seaside and admired the fireworks. Last night (5 years later), we were stood at the same spot and celebrated the New Year together. How 'bout 10 years later? What'll it be? Bring our children and celebrate with those so-called aunties uncles?! Hmmm..... I'm waiting for it ( =

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2007, a year filled with happiness and sadness. Feel relieved when knowing old mama's condition is getting better. And friends' concerns have always with me, brighten up the way. I wasn't in the darkness. Hmmm... 3 months later, doctor will have the final say whether old mama should have another surgery or not. I'm ready to hear the final decision which gonna be made by the doctor. Just pray for it.

hmmm... 'bout my love story, for sure it wasn't a romantic one. But it was sweet.....and bitter too. I myself had ended the half of a year relationship. Been experienced the bittersweet moments and finally realized that I wasn't a good lover and might not be able to be a good lover in future. Sensible and emotional... still, I choose the first.

started to know what I want the most... as I'd realized how tiny I am on this planet. The wild ambition of needing to explore the entire world becomes larger as day goes by. I'd gotten the opportunities to have S'pore trips and also the trip to North Peninsular M'sia. Yet, I'm not contented with it. I need more, the chances to explore more.

a hectic year with lots of tasks and assignments. Initially, I'd doubted on my abilities. But I've proved that I'm managed to cope with it. Well done and keep work on it~!!

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2007,

a year which I've nearly forgot how to smile and laugh,

a year which I've always on the verge of tears,

a year which I've lost my weight from 45kg till 40kg,

a year which I've realized how Heavenly Father has walked with me all the time,

a year which I've moved by an unborn life (in womb) via feeling the heartbeat through the touching of the colleague's tummy...

yeah, I'm too tiny... but it isn't the reason for contributing less. So...

2007,

a year which I've been motivated and ready to motivate,

a year which I've pratised to communicate with old mama,

a year which I've regain the long-lost 4 years friendship,

a year which I've appreciate all the concerns and helpings,

a year which I've know that I'm growing maturely...