all these while, kept on reminding myself to be rational. Being emotional could make my soul blind. And glad that I'm managed to do it... until last night~!!
even now, 3.57pm... more than 12 hours after the strong disapproval
feel that it's hardly to chill up myself...
*GEE*
spent so much of time on planning. The schedule, budget, venues, & etc... I'd drafted them out in my mind since half of a year ago...
Kampar - visit relatives & experience the life of nature
Taiping - visit TSL's relatives & relax myself by exploring around
Penang - taste the local delicacies & enjoy myself
all the efforts, N.O.W., are in vain
for the reason of shunning ourselves from the riot in KL
I'd high expectation and had put in all my hopes 'cuz I know it's possibly to make it real as old mama didn't disapprove it at first.
last night, I was battled with my tears as I was talked to TSL via the phone. It was not easy~ It had truly tugged at my heartstrings.
everything was fine until TSL'd reached the ticket counter and was ready to buy the ticket.
just in the nick of time,
just a second matter...
I was overwhelmed by a feeling of disappointed and sadness.
TSL had to go back home for nothing & I myself, once again, been forced to clean up the messy state.
even now, 3.57pm... more than 12 hours after the strong disapproval
feel that it's hardly to chill up myself...
*GEE*
spent so much of time on planning. The schedule, budget, venues, & etc... I'd drafted them out in my mind since half of a year ago...
Kampar - visit relatives & experience the life of nature
Taiping - visit TSL's relatives & relax myself by exploring around
Penang - taste the local delicacies & enjoy myself
all the efforts, N.O.W., are in vain
for the reason of shunning ourselves from the riot in KL
I'd high expectation and had put in all my hopes 'cuz I know it's possibly to make it real as old mama didn't disapprove it at first.
last night, I was battled with my tears as I was talked to TSL via the phone. It was not easy~ It had truly tugged at my heartstrings.
everything was fine until TSL'd reached the ticket counter and was ready to buy the ticket.
just in the nick of time,
just a second matter...
I was overwhelmed by a feeling of disappointed and sadness.
TSL had to go back home for nothing & I myself, once again, been forced to clean up the messy state.
I made a huge bubble and named it as H.O.P.E.S.
I spent more than half of a year to make it big and bigger
It was fragile indeed
so...
I protected it from bursting with plenty of plans
It was hard
'cuz...
People were attempted to prick it out
It survived from every venomous attacks
......and came to the time
to release itself
I saw it fluttered slowly in the air
It was big
......pretty
......and fabulous
Yet,
it was fragile
A heavy raindrop hit on it...
I saw it...
......vanished in the clear blue sky
with my dull expressionless eyes
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