simply can't cease thinking of you. Duh~ Why? I'm supposed not to react this way, The.Emotional.Way.~!! How long I'd hidden my true feeling from you? Feel sick and tired when people around probed me over and over again. I can't help and all the flashbacks just came into my head while the water was flowing way down my arms and then wet my sleeves...
it's unforgivable and unforgettable...
27th Feb, my hands were trembled as they handed me the cash. Do you know it? That was the first time and also would be the last time, I swear. Since then, you never concern 'bout it anymore. 'cuz you know I'd settled it, or you'd already forgot the incident purposely?
in May, you've bought yourself a new personal car. But on the other side, I'd been told that you were in difficulty. Who should suffer the consequence indeed? In the end, you'd revealed the answer. Not.You.But.The.Four.Of.Us.
you've totally lost my respect. Dislike to share the same table and have a lunch with you. Dislike to give you a call and listen to the repeated messages. Dislike to stay in the same space with you though that's only 2-3 hours in a month. Dislike to look into your eyes and find the lies behind of your sight.
if there's always a need to pay a price by knowing the truth, I'm willing and shall say "thank you".
'cuz of you, I became a plumber in this evening.
'cuz of you, I've to claim your resposibilities before I was ready.
'cuz of you, I learnt to stand on my feet after setbacks.
'cuz of you, I forced myself not to shed a single tear in front of people.
'cuz of you, I kept reminding myself for not forgetting the incidents.
and 'cuz of you, finally I know the truth...
it's unforgivable and unforgettable...
27th Feb, my hands were trembled as they handed me the cash. Do you know it? That was the first time and also would be the last time, I swear. Since then, you never concern 'bout it anymore. 'cuz you know I'd settled it, or you'd already forgot the incident purposely?
in May, you've bought yourself a new personal car. But on the other side, I'd been told that you were in difficulty. Who should suffer the consequence indeed? In the end, you'd revealed the answer. Not.You.But.The.Four.Of.Us.
you've totally lost my respect. Dislike to share the same table and have a lunch with you. Dislike to give you a call and listen to the repeated messages. Dislike to stay in the same space with you though that's only 2-3 hours in a month. Dislike to look into your eyes and find the lies behind of your sight.
if there's always a need to pay a price by knowing the truth, I'm willing and shall say "thank you".
'cuz of you, I became a plumber in this evening.
'cuz of you, I've to claim your resposibilities before I was ready.
'cuz of you, I learnt to stand on my feet after setbacks.
'cuz of you, I forced myself not to shed a single tear in front of people.
'cuz of you, I kept reminding myself for not forgetting the incidents.
and 'cuz of you, finally I know the truth...
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