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it was not my first time entering into S'pore, but it was definitely my first time entering into S'pore via the new custom building, i.e. Sultan Iskandar Customs, Immigration and Quarantine Complex . Huge and yet complicated. I think there must be plethora of people have been given their remarks 'bout the traffic and condition of new custom building. So I am not going to give any further explaination as well as the public shares the same ideas with me ++". However to whom wants to know more may log on to this website . went to S'pore for a mission i.e. to bring the 17-year-old cousin to check in his hostel which is located at Parry Hall, S'pore. Hmmm... after a deep thought, there is no photo of him would be uploaded in this bloggie in order to protect his privacy. the cousin was arrived at Larkin's passenger terminal at around 1730 hour, on Tuesday evening. Thanks Low. He had been giving a helping hand in fetching the cousin with me. with a heavy luggage, ...

since the day I have started to work in this year, I had nighmares. None of them is a sweet dream. Some, had forgotten while a few, I am still remember... couple weeks ago, a nightmare 'bout burglary. And the burglar could even turned into a vampire at the end ++". the night I fell sick, probably it was caused by the fever, or maybe I was too stressed in the computerized work, I dreamt of Trinity. Hmmm.. not the Holy Trinity but the Trinity in movie Matrix ++". I was Trinity. *faint* Was jumping here and there. All actions were in slow motion. Heavy machine gun battle scenes. Armored war vehicles could also found in my dream ++". anyway, it is the first day of Chinese Lunar New Year. Wish tonight I would at least have a sweet dream. Or else it would be better to dream of Harry Potter, hohoho... Gong Xi Fa Cai.

YO~~ it is finally Chinese Lunar New Year school holidays. God knows how eagerly I am awaiting the big day. However, it is just only the first day of holidays and I have already fell sick. Geez. it is a common cold. As common as every year would happen to me ++". Guess what... to certain number of Christians, they believe that the Heavenly Father purposely make them sick in order that they would take some rest before carry on doing their daily-and-never-ending-work. And I think I am one of them, hohoho... well, just cut the crap. it is the fourth year of being a blogger. Have tried my best in making the bloggie nice to read. And it seems like all of these are well worth the effort. although it is only 57 cents, but a penny saved is a penny earned ++". Nah... it is not the point to take note. Money is not everything. To me, the 57 cents is an encouragement. An encouragement of moving forward and presevere in doing every single thing. Now I can tell that my mind is on the right...

工作了才知道，所有证书都是敲门砖，敲开了门就没人看了。 工作了才知道，自立的代价是失去更多的自由。 工作了才知道，原来消灭剥削制是一种传说。 工作了才知道，成为社会精英的几率，和中彩票是一样的。 工作了才知道，原来买房子也是一种远大的理想。 工作了才知道，学校三点一线，现在却是画直线。 工作了才知道，穿什么不取决于品位，取决于场合。 工作了才知道，学生都是装大款，真正的有钱人都装穷。 工作了才知道，有时候一顿吃上千块也是一种需要。 工作了才知道，大学里爱情是游戏，现在爱情是交易。 工作了才知道，有空调的办公室，不如闹哄哄的教室。

just finished updating the workplace official website . One of my job. Feeling utterly sleepy right now. forgive me for unable to blog frequently. I have tried my best to keep this bloggie alive. However, life is really hectic since the first day of this year. Insane indeed. nah... not going to share the stories of how stressful I am. It is not going to help me, ain't it? anyhow, I am now in love with a guy. Adorable. that is him. Cute right? hohoho...

this is the first entry in year 2009 and life goes on... Still work on my principles. unnumbered stories want to be shared. A plethora of feelings want to be told. Murmuring, cursing, screaming and yelling, they seem like never work on me anymore. A matter of principles. still, try the best to chill my mind all the time. Rational. The essential element which I kept reminding myself for not losing it. once again, people around me have proved it, i.e. there is no such thing as fairness in M'sia. And I doubt...how priceless and precious my principles would be under these baby-is-sucking-his-own-pacifiers-circumstances. gosh

正当2008年静悄悄地来到尾声 我也止不住自己的思绪 回顾过往 台湾用了“乱” 中国用了“囧” 我 想用“琼”字来总结一年以来的世态炎凉 经一事，长一智 今年我深信不疑的人生道理 也是每每想要放弃时 鼓舞自己的一番话 “琼”字 用了名字中间的字眼 表达了今年我行我素的作风 强化了故我的倔强 “琼（穷）”字 刻画了今年为钱烦恼的种种时刻 记下为钱奔波的辛酸片段 今年 给了自己一份稍稍令自己满意的成绩单 还得努力 还得加油 还得给自己打气 家庭方面 每天都尽量抽时间和母亲吃饭 尽可能为家人做出一些贡献 功课方面 为自己撑了两年感到骄傲 为自己将来四年的师训生活默祷 事业方面 逼着自己学会沉着 催眠自己凡事放开 爱情方面 拼命冷却炽热的心 否定所有的可能性 友情方面 不想抓得太紧 免得离别时会更加伤心 今年多了两个小名 冰山 同事说我冷漠得可怕 宅女 同事说我只会呆在家 我在和时间赛跑 大家都知道 步入23岁的我 没有多少时间能够让我慢慢耗 一纸大学文凭 到现在还是我的目标 只是不晓得还得浪费多少时间才能拿到 我很贪心 今年很多东西我都想要 争取的过程也让我失去了不少 经一事，长一智 没有什么比经验知识来的更加重要 吉胆岛 马六甲 龟洛岛 东海岸 今年玩过的地方 读万卷书不如行万里路 我深深体会到 感谢天父今年给予的所有困难与挑战 感谢天父陪我度过许多酸甜苦辣的时光 明年的展望 盼望处事能更沉着稳重 盼望理性依旧胜过感性 盼望能将时间划分得更好 盼望继续冷冷地对待所有事务 盼望所有人吃得好，穿得暖 别了，2008