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The Matter of Conscience

days ago, I was soaking myself in the atmosphere of preparing the final examination for the second semester of this year. That explains why I did not update the bloggie at all during the period. However, soaking myself in the atmosphere of preparing the final examination does not mean that I had buried myself in the mountain of books. Instead, in most of the time, I was occupied by the never-ending work. So I should say, I did a bloody hell terribly performance in the semester.



supposed to share my recent happiness since the semester has finally ended. Planned to watch the most wanted movie -- Red Cliff, tonight.



however, the plan has to be delayed as the younger bro is currently in hospitalization. He was knocked down from the motorcycle by a car last night. As the back seat rider, his left femur is fractured caused by the accident. Same with the old mama, the doctor has to put in and screw a device in order to reconnect the fractured bone via the surgery. And I used to name the device as besi.



according to the 20-year-old younger brother, the car driver was fled right after the accident. Well, it is all the matter of conscience. Nothing I can comment about.



the old mama and I went to the hospital, accompanied by Pei Fang in the morning. Tried my best to hold the tears from shedding, but it failed. Thought that I could be the pillar of strength to the old mama, but she had proved me wrong. She is much stronger than I expected. I was overestimated myself.





and the younger brother... he must be more upset than any one of us. And as his sister, what exactly can I do for him now?

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