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less than 2 hours to go before the White Christmas 2007 is gonna be ended. Time flies , a shout out from the depth of my heart. days later, I've to summarize and make an introspectively remark against I myself, in this whole entire year. * deep breath * ~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~**~** although without the feast of turkey and wine, this Christmas seen to be much more meaningful than last few years. Thank God. couldn't remember the date I'd received a small Christmas present from my current part time employer. There was a piece of Mérci chocolate inside the little package. One of my favourite chocolate. ( = 22nd Dec, a Christmas trip to S'pore. Yeah, with TSL, Jia Hui and the only male friend, Tze Wei, we went to S'pore most fashionable and glamorous shopping compound, Orchard Road to admire the Christmas decoration . with the hundreds and hundreds of Christmas lightings which were dangling just right above our head, and not to forget, the lively Christmas songs as the

The cock was just crowed in a distance. It's 3.50am now. Had been returned back from the X'mas Eve gathering at around 2.30am. The minutes ticked by and soon my eyes started to droop sleepily. Time to go to sleep. Goodnight to the half of the world who are sleeping right now, and good morning to the rest of the world who are awake by now. Also, not to forget... Merry Christmas and... Happy Birthday to the Lord Jesus Christ. ( =

here I come... Orchard Road ** to be continued

DEPARTURE have a strong feeling on this word. All good things must come to the end, and all of us know it, aren't we? Perhaps I've took it too seriously since the day I've become one of the members of society. Yeah, today I'd a sinking feeling inside as I found that every single of departure do mean to me. life is uncertain. Yet, life is cruel. It waits no one. And none of us was possessed of it. I'd truly experienced it. That said, this's why we called it -- L. I. F. E. she and I could be as unfamiliar as acquaintances. But at the same time, we could be as familiar as close colleagues. Never thought that the KL trip would be the first and also last trip for both of us. To be honest, the thought had never crossed my mind. Never. FISH, that's how she called herself. One of the numbers I'd showed my respect to. Direct or indirectly, she'd live up my spirit. Someone whom could share knowledge and life experience, just like an elder sister. I miss her ,

another day without the existence of Sun Grandpa... The absence of His sunny smile, undeniably, had turned myself to be as icy as the current room temparature. arr..ghhh... moody moody~~

got the modules in the evening. A great adventure, I should say. The fourth time I almost faint on the roadside. But never felt that helpless before. Felt afraid 'cuz I was in the crowd city with a bloody hell deathly pale face. Yeah, I'd a terribly painful stomachache again~ looked at my modules, gazed at the thickness, am I gone insane?? >.< duh... that's my decision. Fix it~!!

" I'm Ropert Neville. I'm a survivor living in New York City. I'm broadcasting in all AM frequencies. I'll be the South Street Seaport everyday, at mid day when the sun is highest in the sky. I can provide food. I can provide shelter. If you're out there... if anyone is out there... please... You.Are.Not.Alone. " enjoyed my previous weekend with Jin. Went to sing K on Sat. Amazingly, 2 people sang for 4 hours and even recorded a song with my cellphone. Yet, wondered how to convert the extension .amr to mp3 , so that I could upload it here. Also, went to a movie on Sun. What movie was that? Hmmm... the hint is on above. And as the result of being that active in socializing... been nagged by old mama as I'd expected. Hohoho... =b Today, my schedule was filled up too, though it's weekday. 0800 ~ started work at FY1 and received a good news. YeePee ( = 1200 ~ waited bro to fetch me and it started to rain. 1230 ~ bro had finally arrived and drove me t

frankly speaking, a little surprised there's no rain so far. Such of long period Sun Grandpa had hidden himself. On the way to work, walked under the sun's rays which're rich in Vitamin C . A warm morning sun, it's completely a great day to me. =D accomplished the works earlier and had a wonderful chit-chat with Xiao Mei, 'til 5.30pm. She's a 18 year-old young lady (just 3 years younger than me), but looks kinda younger than her actual age. o.O oh yeah... for the sake of Sun Grandpa's reappearance, my favourite had lifted my passion spirit. Clear blue sky as the background, with a little bit purplish and redish . Also, not to forget, the lovely white clouds. ( = tonight old mama prepared the dinner. That gave me an opportunity to put my effort in gardening. My evening activity... contribute L.O.V.E. to the little front prairie. * complacently smiling * don't mind with the dirty soiled hand . I was enjoying in the smell of fresh grass and the touch o

simply can't cease thinking of you. Duh~ Why? I'm supposed not to react this way, The.Emotional.Way. ~!! How long I'd hidden my true feeling from you? Feel sick and tired when people around probed me over and over again. I can't help and all the flashbacks just came into my head while the water was flowing way down my arms and then wet my sleeves... it's unforgivable and unforgettable... 27th Feb, my hands were trembled as they handed me the cash. Do you know it? That was the first time and also would be the last time, I swear. Since then, you never concern 'bout it anymore. 'cuz you know I'd settled it, or you'd already forgot the incident purposely? in May, you've bought yourself a new personal car. But on the other side, I'd been told that you were in difficulty. Who should suffer the consequence indeed? In the end, you'd revealed the answer. Not.You.But.The.Four.Of.Us. you've totally lost my respect. Dislike to share the same tabl

everyday is raining day. Snails are creeping everywhere. Sun Grandpa has gone for holidays. And Rain Sis is now taking his place. Ooo...H... what a cold Monday~ X'mas song and TV sound are playing in the background simultaneously. Gee >.< face="georgia">p/s will it snow later? ++"

...it's raining again. it's uncertain whether my intentionally absence of church gathering is due to the reason of raining or simply 'cuz of HIM ... *breeze* TSL has returned back to JB since 2 weeks ago. However, yesterday was the first day we'd the opportunity to trace back our long-lost indulgences. met up at CS MPH and then straight to the movie theatre counter to buy us The Golden Compass tickets, a movie I was desperately wanna watch. Before the show was started, we'd a walk around CS and wondered why we ended up with accidentally followed an AngMoh family to Converse shoes shop ++" the show was started at around 2.45pm, with number of audiences. a movie with ice bears (polar bears), North Pole and Nicole Kidman, logically it supposed to win my STARS . It was, nevertheless, a little disappointed. The casts of movie do play essential roles to attract the audiences' attentions, also not to forget the visual effects, but the message delivered seems to b

besides loving the colour of purple and lavender, started realize that I like WHITE , Pure White...very much!! to me, W.H.I.T.E. is anything but ordinary. It's special but simple, and even more than unique (just as purple and lavender =p). Also, it's flawless and comfort, all the time. I think these're the reasons why I'm so fancy to it. If the lavender flower indicates PURPLE , Then the COTTON indicates WHITE . (sound like the programming language ++") couldn't really remember when was the first time she passed me a branch of lovely cottons. That was awesome~ couple of months ago, I've seeded the cottons unintentionally. And according to the giver, it needs some period to grow into a big tree. without my delicate irrigation, STILL, the cotton plant grows up as day goes by. And even blossom. Cool huh... That's plant's life, isn't it? One of the particular things that differ from animals. Independent, not rely on me... I like it~!! *pictures are

sacrificed my sleeping time, just to get my bloggie layout done... * yawning * ......it's done and I'm fairly fancy to the new template. * yawning again * I guess it's time to go. Tomorrow have to go to work. But still, there're much of things wanted to share. Hmmm... just wait for another time. Goodnight & sleep tight. * never-ending yawning *

all these while, kept on reminding myself to be rational. Being emotional could make my soul blind. And glad that I'm managed to do it... until last night~!! even now, 3.57pm... more than 12 hours after the strong disapproval feel that it's hardly to chill up myself... *GEE* spent so much of time on planning. The schedule, budget, venues, & etc... I'd drafted them out in my mind since half of a year ago... Kampar - visit relatives & experience the life of nature Taiping - visit TSL's relatives & relax myself by exploring around Penang - taste the local delicacies & enjoy myself all the efforts, N.O.W., are in vain for the reason of shunning ourselves from the riot in KL I'd high expectation and had put in all my hopes 'cuz I know it's possibly to make it real as old mama didn't disapprove it at first. last night, I was battled with my tears as I was talked to TSL via the phone. It was not easy~ It had truly tugged at my heartstrings. e

Sleepy... but sleepless~ On the verge of tears... In a sorrowful mood... I'm forced to give up (no matter how unwilling I am)...!!! Gazed at the mouse cursor and have exactly no idea how to describe the current feeling. A TRIP I've planned for a long period. Think of it every day and night. It's definitely not a dream. Everything was moving under the constant rhythm. THE BEGINNING OF THIRD SEMESTER MID TERM TEST THE RETURN OF TSL FINAL EXAM Waited & Waited... *it's holidays, at last* I'm well-prepared to make my journey comes true, really WELL-PREPARED ~!! The bubble filled with HOPES was burst as I failed to receive the green signal from old mama. Now, I'm ending up as the most innocent VICTIM in the KL RIOT which had happened few days ago.

WooHooooo... There's great rejoicing in publishing this bloggie... =D Been through a weeklong faulty DSL functioning, I'd completely became a TV drama addicter. With the strong sense of unknowing what exactly the problem is, I'd spent my weekends in front of the TV instead of the desktop... BLOODY HELL TORTURING~!! Besides went to the loo and had my meals, sat on the comfy sofa and gazed at the TV screen were the tactical moves to avoid I myself vent my spleen on the Telekom DSL modem . *murmured Murmurings of discontent over the failure repair attempts provided by the 5 Telekom technicians had nearly drove me insane... Or probably my umpteen times phone call reports had drove them crazier... =P I'd use a laugh of the confusion between Mr. Lee & Ms. Lee. Shall I say, my tone of voice had putting the operators in a difficulty in differentiate the proper gender?! NEW OUTLOOK NEW CABLE NEW DESIGN ++" .......... IT'S NEW~!! *satisfying With the white skin cov

还在学习让伤口慢慢愈合。。。扛着一堆回忆过生活，真的好累人~！！我有足够的理由来恨你，可是我不想这么做。。。迫使我开口，对我而言，已是一种伤害！再怎么冷静，也有失控的时候。。。强忍的泪水，也会不知觉的流下。。。学习着如何坦然地接受，原来比期末考还要难~！！我并没有你想象中的坚强。。。那扇门，我还没跨过！却得接受另一次的伤害。。。对我仁慈点好吗？我已经遍体鳞伤。。。